Posted by Tiffany Nicole on January 31, 2003 at 12:22:10:
In Reply to: Re: WHY AM I LESBIAN? posted by Shikera on January 24, 2003 at 15:39:29:
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: I can feel everything both of you guy are saying. When I was five I was molested by a brother's friend and when I was 12 my cousin attempted to rape me, which in turn has gotten me nervous around other men in my family, and when I was seventeen I decided to try having sex with this guy, but right before he wanted to put it in I changed my mind. He still kept on even though I told him to stop and eventually, I just stopped saying anything. So I don't know if I should call that rape,because I did lead i on and participated in the foreplay. I am tomboyish. My friends who know I like girls consider me to be a stud. I still dress feminine sometimes, because I am a girl and I like to feel pretty, but men make me so uneasy. I get nervous when I am around them. As long as there is a group of people, I ca be around men, but one on one is impossible, unless I have a knife or some kind of weapon on me incase they attempt to try something funny.