Posted by Mercedes on April 23, 2003 at 05:19:08:
Hello all, I'm 24...and I this is my first lesbian "relationship". We have been together for a little over a year now. BUT...my thing is this... she is a stud and I am a femme (no problem, just clarifying), we are now coming to a breaking point and I can't let go! I think it is b/c this is my first serois encounter. You know I'm a dancer and all so yeah I've had stupid flings with a co-worker...at work, but it did not mean anything. I CARE for this person, but she is going through some things personally that I cannot control, yet I understand. But why is it so hard for me to let go???....My answer was b/c she was my first "relationship" and that she opened up new horizons and doors for me. But for some reason I have embedded in my mind that I will not find another lover like her....SOMEBODY HELLLLLLLP ME PLEASE!!!!!! Help me move the f*** on!