Posted by nish on September 06, 2003 at 13:57:47:
i love my girlfriend of two years. we live together, and attend the same college. i love her more than i love myself. however, resently i had a two day affair with this girl that i was sexually drawn to. i told her about it, cause we promised always to tell one another the truth. i never cheated on her before but, it has been two weeks and she is still sending me to hell and back. we will get along, then all of a sudden she is back to treating me like shit. i know i fucked up, but i love her enough to admit my mistakes and be honest with her. i know she needs time to get over it, but her inconsistent treatment is making me want to get the fuck away from her. the girl that i slept with lives far away cause she is in law school, but my girl still feels like she is a threat. the other problem is i love my girl and would never leave her unless she left me first, but i like this other girl alot. i like talking to her and reminiscing about the sex that we had. we share good conversation and have alot in common. someone please tell me what the hell to do cause i am so confused. i have never been through no shit like this before. help!